Thursday, July 26, 2012
Unbroken Worship
It's been a long, tough few months. It's been challenging trying to juggle life and a two year old recovering from major surgery. Some days I want to break down. Some days, I'm in survival mode, and some days are wonderful.
Overall, it has been an amazing summer! We have had some much needed family time, spent time with friends and family, spent lazy days by the pool, done a few photo shoots, and I've still been working part time.
I've also accepted a speaking engagement at a women's conference in August. I will be doing a break out session called Unbroken Worship and I am really excited about sharing what God has laid upon my heart. Nervous? Yes.
I want to be able to reach women of all ages and in all different seasons of their lives, so I am going to speak about learning to live a life of continual worship, living with the posture of offering our every moment to God in an attitude of worship. Even in the mundane, even in the daily activities of diaper changing or sitting at a desk, you can cultivate a lifestyle of worship and have a role in God's bigger picture.
I will elaborate more on my break out session after the conference, but for now, I have some more work to put into it.
So, lots going on. God stuff and Good stuff.
Saturday, May 5, 2012
Walking Miracle
Our hearts broke, but at the same time, it was bitter/sweet. We knew she was getting the necessary help that she needed. We trusted the surgeon and his team and we let him know that he was surrounded with prayer. It was humbling to see over 900 hits on Ashlyn's blog the day of her surgery. It brought me to tears.
Recovery was rough. For a week and a half, we felt like we had a newborn baby again. When Ashlyn was awake, she was crying so we were trying to comfort her. We tried to get her to eat and drink. She was awake four times a night and my husband and I took turns consoling her. She was on pain meds around the clock. Again, it was hard to see Ashlyn like that and know she was in pain.
Now that I have more time to reflect on the journey, I can't stop thinking about a few things. What really brought all of this home was when the doctor sat down with us immediately following surgery and explained how well the procedure went. He said "her brain was bulging out, and it was a very necessary surgery." I guess this is good and bad. He said Ashlyn only lost about a teaspoon of blood! Wow! The doctor said he didn't even need to prepare in advance for a blood transfusion.
The surgeon also explained that he put a patch in her head to make more room for Ashlyn's brain. He proceeded to explain that the patch was made out of the "outer covering of a human heart, a heart that someone didn't need anymore." WOW! I still can't fathom this. Amazing! Thank you to the donor! Thank you for helping our daughter! Whoever you are, thank you. I pray that your family will know that your precious heart helped our precious little girl.
The whole journey of Ashlyn's surgery has been a miracle, from all of the doctor's appointments falling into place, getting into doctor's offices quickly, getting MRI's, the older girls being on spring break the week of surgery, the in-laws traveling down to help with the older girls, people praying, friends providing meals, cards and love gifts, gas money, and on and on. We are truly grateful. We serve a BIG GOD!
Today, Ashlyn is back to her old self! She recovered quickly and it right back into all her mischief and no good. All of her doctor's visits have gone well and we are hoping and praying that the surgery will help her for the rest of her life, even though her condition is incurable. She will go back to the Children's Hospital in a few months for more follow up and another MRI.
God is still in the miracle business. Thank you Lord for our little miracle!
If you would like to read more about Ashlyn and her condition called Chiari Malformation, follow the link to her blog Chiari Hope.
Saturday, March 31, 2012
New Blog
Friday, March 16, 2012
Give and Take
My husband loves to surf. I will watch him as I lay in a beach chair. I've surfed a FEW times with him before, but not often. Well, to tell the truth, it has been about five years since I have surfed with him.
This past week, we had a wonderful family vacation in Florida. It was full of sun, sand, and surf.
Every time my husband has his surf board out, he begs me to go out with him and I decline the invitation. Well, this week, I caved, and ACCEPTED his request. First we started boogie boarding and then we surfed...together. To tell the truth, it was fun! Yes, it was sandy, yes it was a little cold, yes, it was salt water.
My husband loved every minute of it. I was sharing in one of his passions, one of his hobbies. I'm not saying that I'm going to take up surfing, but I think it meant a lot to my husband that we could share in this memory together.
(P.S. I LOVED my shower to rinse the sand and salt off of me!)
Monday, February 27, 2012
A Challenge
Monday, February 20, 2012
Unexpected.
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
Blogging Rhymes with Jogging
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
I'm-Not-Good-Enough
Friday, January 20, 2012
Hope
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
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Saturday, January 14, 2012
Comparison
I have struggled lately with comparing myself to others: personality traits, outward appearance, material possessions, talents, etc.
Thesaurus.com defines compare as "to examine in contrast."
Synonyms for compare:
analyze, approach, balance, bracket, collate,confront, consider, contemplate,contrast,correlate, divide, equal, examine, hang, hold acandle to, inspect,juxtapose, match, match up,measure, observe, oppose, parallel, placeinjuxtaposition, ponder, rival, scan, scrutinize,segregate, separate, set against,set side by side, size up, stack up against, study, touch,weigh, weigh againstanother
It also has an added note on the site. It reads: compare emphasizes thesimilarities between or among things, though not losing sight of the differences.
"Not losing sight of the differences." I need to celebrate the differences more.
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Legacy
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
I Have Been There
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Ironic Life of Swimming
Saturday, December 10, 2011
The Emotional Struggle
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Welcome Home
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Lacking Confidence
Sunday, November 20, 2011
New Season
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Tales from Motherhood
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
The Emotional Mask
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Writing
Thursday, October 13, 2011
I Stand in Awe
I never want to take this view for granted!
Monday, October 10, 2011
A Marriage Commitment
We began doing devotions together since our wedding night and have not missed one night since then.
Am I bragging? No.
I want to be an encouragement to other married couples. I want to emphasize the importance of placing God in the center of our/your marriage.
This nightly task has not always been easy. It takes effort.
Doing devotions together has proved to be an amazing time that Jerry and I spend together, we read the Bible, we discuss the chapter, and then we take turns praying.
If there are nights when we are in separate locations, due to vacations, conference, etc, or if there is a night when we don't go to bed at the same time, we still read the same chapter and pray individually.
What an amazing way to end the day! It is near impossible to go to bed angry when you read the Bible and pray together. Jerry and I don't have a perfect marriage, but doing devotions together can only strengthen our relationship.
My dear friends, I challenge you to make a commitment to your spouse and to God to read the Bible and pray as a married couple. It is never too late to start a new rhythm, a rhythm that will soon become a healthy habit of the heart.
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Mosaic
All of my ups and downs of the past 31 years can be turned into something beautiful.
My life is a mosaic of broken pieces coming together to form a masterpiece.
God can restore. God can redeem.